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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

so i spoke the truth and now what??

tears fall mind numb

we speak in silence

yell in fear

when the voices start to sound the same u know it over

cant stop now ive gone to far

cant jump now where will i land?

she points the finger only to find its pointing back at her

wrong wrong wrong

where has her story gone wrong

now she sits in echoing silence

lost, she used up all her life lines

nowhere to run nowhere to turn

shes alone.........

no hunny this isnt a dream anymore

so how does it really feel???????????????????????????

 


Thursday, February 16, 2006

Currently Listening
Plastic Surgery Disasters / In God We Trust Inc.
By Dead Kennedys
Dead End
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hmmm................

damn its like someone just lifted giant bolders from off my sholders

it wasnt a bad dream but something like it...so it seems

but its going to be ok ... it always is

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so things arnt so bad these days

it can always be worse

ive always believed this but never really......

ya know??

but my fingers are frozen like

i can hardly type  it hurts

carpol tunnal- i knew it would hit me sooner or later...

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------damn this dog really has dog ears!!!

HAHA

cant wait to leave this place...not like i have a choice really

they have to live their life like i do mine

make my eyes burn to think they wont be close

still dont know what imma do

call me a fool but i just dont wanna believe it gonna happen

so much to do so little time

oh well..... Ob-La-Di-Ob-La-Da


Monday, December 05, 2005

Currently Listening
Sublime Acoustic: Bradley Nowell & Friends
By Sublime
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crazy fool.....

i honestly think im going insane....

slowly hes leaving..dont like where he going..he dosnt deserve this..

sad that i cant help him...i wish i could................

what good does she do?

what good have i done?


Thursday, November 17, 2005

Currently Listening
Mer de Noms
By A Perfect Circle
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Been over
Been over this before
Been over and over
Been over this before

And over
Been over this before
So over this
Been over this
So over this
Been over this
So over this before
-APC-
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gosh i just feel so blah....
does it even matter?
why do i even bother?
smug faces...all those faces so fake!

layer upon layer of bullshit
mouths move but i have gone def
but its still not enough
your presence sickens me
shut my eyes
get away
i dont want your attention
still you remain


Monday, October 17, 2005

Currently Listening
(What's The Story) Morning Glory?
By Oasis
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my mind is blank...
have so much to say...
so i let out a silent scream...
nothing happens...
yet your ears are bleeding...
guess i am not alone...



ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my body hurts........people are assholes......and im like a broken record....why am i so angry?!? or i should say...when did become so angry?!? or should i say...when did i start admitting i was so angry?!? why cant i spell? jusy WHY in general?




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